From the Journal of Patricia Highsmith
A public peek into one person's private diary
Conscience, dear conscience, I dedicate these lines to you.
April 19, 1945
Conscience, dear conscience, I dedicate these lines to you. To you, who spoil everything from breakfast in bed, to sexāeven in the head. From gorging myself on the most churchly music, to standing thirty seconds longer under a hot shower on a cold night. And should I have an evening free, by some quirk, you can conjure up some work. Dear conscience, you of the long and muscle-bound arms, why was I born with you? Why do I love you so?
āPatricia Highsmith
Footnotes
You can find this excerpt in Patricia Highsmith's Diaries and Notebooks: The New York Years, 1941-1950. Please consider buying from your local bookstore (they can usually order any book for you) or at least from a company that supports indie bookstores, like Bookshop.org.
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